2012

I've pretty much lost hope in point-in-time resolutions as most of them are not something you can switch on or off like a light.  I will say that I've resolved not to continue the feeding trough suicide that I've been engaging in for the past couple of weeks.  I believe the scales are actually hiding from me, and I don't blame them. 
But I wont say it wasn't a good time.  Got to spend time with all my peeps and that was very refreshing and motivating.  At the very very least, it was a reminder that I need to stay focused and find a way to move my family north.  I'm sad that Bryant and fam are moving back to the city, but I'm also excited for them and a bit jealous.  Mostly jealous.  In the words of Rich Mullins, "It wont break my heart to say goodbye!".  Yeah, 2012 is going to be about putting this place in my rear view mirror. It's going to take some time and a lot of work, but my parole has been approved.  We're finally getting our debt under control and are starting to feel a bit of relief.  My employer has made it perfectly clear they could care less whether I stay or go.  So, we're going.   I'm not exactly sure how, when, or where, but the decision has been made and approved by the heads of house.  Guys I just ask for sincere prayers that God will open some doors for us when the time comes.
In the mean time, it's ToughMudder training!  I really want to run this one sub 200lbs.  I know I've got plenty of time, I've just got to get back to running and beat the crap outta my diet.  This will be my sanity for the first part of the year!